So yeah, as the title says... I'm in a strange mood. Actually I have the will to do nothing, and I feel a bit disappointed without a particular reason. In these days I'm also quite nervous and silent (which actually is very strange seen that people in real life knows me as a very cheerful person). I can't say exactly why
, nothing reeeally bad happened except some problems with money. Everything is quite okay, but I feel like something is missing here and I dunno what or why :/
I also feel not very patient... *ehm* I alwyas had poor patience xD but now even more, especially when I have little usual arguments we have during the day, for example, in the bus with other people. I tend to be a bit rougher than I usually am and I'm sorry for this :/
Also talking about drawings, when I try to do something I have the same feeling... but again I can't say what
. I don't have art block 'cause I know exactly what I want to draw, but I have this blurred idea always in the head, even if I'm drawing something that I like.
Well anyway I'm sure it's just a period, and it will go away in no time, knowing myself. It's just a bit... frustrating 'cause this never happened to me before.
I dunno, maybe I'd like something more
or better for my life, and unconsciously I'm disappointed for this reason. But I don't think it's the right explanation, as I said, as cheerful and optimistic person this kind of thoughts never
throw me down in this way.
I think I'm just a bit down after all, sorry everyone for the gloomy journal